In taking
this class I have realized that my life has been off balance for quite some
time. I am in a desperate state, trying to figure out what I want out of life
and what I believe in. I’ve been at war with myself trying to decide just what
it is I think is out there and I realized that I have never ventured off on my
own or taken my own path. I have never been detached from humanity, my family
or friends. I need to be alone, away from civilization and have my own experience
with nature. I thought spending 6 weeks on the hiking trip would be the perfect
opportunity to disconnect myself from everything I knew and be at one with
myself. Unfortunately my mom took away the one chance I saw of balancing out my
life with reasons that weren't even relevant to the summer or the trip. All I
want is to drive away somewhere with no destination planned or mapped out and
just see where I end up and let the road take me where I need to go. I need to
find my inner peace again.
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